aCCEpTINg mYSELf!!!!!!!!

FRIEND IS THERE FOR A LIFE TIME, A BROTHER IS THERE FOR ADVERSITY. i THINK I HAVE A FRIEND LIKE THAT. I ALSO FEEL THAT I AM THE ONLY ONE THAT  UNDERSTANDS ME. iS THAT A GOOD THING? i AM NOT SURE. tIMES NOW ARE GETTING HARD IN THE WORLD AND THE END IS NEAR. i HOPE THAT YOU ALL KNOW THAT. i ALSO KNOW THAT THERE IS SOMEONE WHO IS A FRIEND AND WHO IS CLOSER THAN A BROTHER. dO YOU KNOW WHO THAT IS? i HAVE LOVED MYSELF AND MOST EVERYONE ELSE. 


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Why must people care so much. I have decided that being in love is only a temp. thing. I love to be single. I dont think that some people cant  handle that. I have a FRIEND who loves someone so much that they cant stand the idea of having to " LET IT GO". I know that all good things come in time, however I am not sure that they truly know that. I also know that it is good for people to take a break to figure out why they hurt and love so much.

No one should ever keep you in the influence of a person YOU SHOULD ALWAYS BE ABOVE THE INFLUENCE.

REmemBer ..................

LIVE ABOVE THE INFLUENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Has anyone ever felt like the world does not exsist. Almost as if you are the only one left and now you are sinking in a cloud of bordum. You are the only one who thinks that special way that you think. I have come to realize that I love the life that I am now leading. I used to " love " a certain person and I dont think that anyone has ever loved me back. Which with the break that was forced upon us by a particular person I love me now. I am not impressing anyone and I am exploing the different aspects of Cassandra. WOW!!! is all I can say. Why because I am learning that it is okay to love everything about me. I am back in the saddle again.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Someone can call at this right number
The other one is not correct
205-473-9643

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Amazing what power somepeople have over you. I love saying I told you so. Is that wrong. Well I dont care. LOL. I am going to college and i have started over. Yes!!!!!! a new beginning. I think that I am ready for new EVERYTHING. New people who really care about what I want and not just an outlet to make them feel better. I am me and they are you. Just someting to think about.HOla at me in the yester years. I love me HAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


CAll me,anyone (sometime)
205-743-9643 sorry scratch that
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L.A.? Wonderful. Kinda of a let down.Well, Knotts Berry Farms was anyways. We had plenty of fights. But still had a blast. I updated while we were there.I was kinda of having a bad day.I have figured out there are some people who just love to talk in circles. I wish that I could figure you out. However, I can't. So now I am giving you exactly what you gave me ( all week). I am sorry that things have to be this way. I love you dearly. Sometimes you have to use tough love to teach a lesson. I dont understand you and I dont understand how you say some things. You need to figure out what you want. and then go after it. I hope that you are not heartbroken in the end. I know that you love her deeply. but sometimes you must learn to let things go. Can you do that. Why are you so mean to me and yet love her so much to  change when you are around her. Is that really love? I thought it was and realized that I was not in love but was in lust with a image of the real RBC and I did not like what I saw. Just something to think about. How can you say we are friends when you refuse to speak four an entire week and then come back and expect everything to be the exactly same. You look at me like I was in the wrong. But was I. is are friendship a one sided friendship.I hope not. When the world walks out and no one is there to listen, i am hear to love and to listen.





HoLa At cha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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TogTher At LaSt! I nEEd A frienD a FrienD tO CalL my Own. I neeD SomeoNe to Care!!!!!!!!!!!! I amsorrY I tOlD ThE Truth aNd oUr CoNVerSatIon EnDEd so suddenly and now we have not spoken in 3 days. We don t like the truth. I guess thats your problem. SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





I have found my bluE sky holiday and you shall not ruin my defying gravity. 
I am making sense of my yesterdays and figuring out your tomorrows. 


I have found my fun and without my long lost friend.

Good luck

I love you dearly, When the world walks out, I will always be hear to l0ve and listen!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hope that you figure out your yesteradys and never find out what your tomorrows hold.






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In one instance my world has fallen apart. There Is a chAnge to come. Sometimes my words are better expressed through writing them down. Jesus has taken my wheel. I know that he has not brought me this far to leave me now. And I know the Storms of life are going to blow. However, This too shall pass. Then I will have been taken back to the old days. Thank You all very much for your kindness and generosity. I love You All so very Much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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